I smile because I have to because everytime i cry I look weak. I smile because I have this little boy who needs to see my smile to know that everything is ok and always will be. I smile because I want to be happy and hate being sad. In reality, I’m broken, I don’t understand, I don’t know what to do, I don’t know what I’ve done wrong or how to make it right but I’ll smiling in hopes that one day it will be real.

longg time no post…i have so much on my mind right now and what else to do with my thoughts but to express! Gone for a while but now I’m back!